Tuesday, August 22, 2006 ♥
we finally met up.met up with that familiarity.no, you still seem so far to me.things change. you changed alot too.time changes so much of a person.a person whom i used to understand and love so much.now i dun even recognise you for who you are.friends remember special dates.friends sms each other to congratulate them and wish them good luck.friends do things for each other w/o having to remind them.but u lost that sense of commitment. we lost everything that we used to have.and this time i know even after what happen, nothing is going to come back anymore.i dun feel disappointment anymore.Maybe it will always be a memory lost in my life.yi shen zhong de yi han.
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:07 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006 ♥
im back again.i always do these kind of stupid stuffs. yes i know. STUPID.you promise to look for me.promised. but to you, promises are always meant to be broken.and yet i believed your beautiful lies. yea, i chose to believe.I know they are lies, lies that made me happy, even for a while..But come to think of it. i dont need these lies to carry on in my life anymore.so, dun bother lying to me when i know they will never come true.For it meant nothing.Mummy says good lil gals and boys dont lie.So save them.
♥remembered yesterday @ 10:59 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006 ♥
hie diary,havn been here fer a long time.i know u wont read this blog anymore,dats y i left my message here.u once told me to wait fer u, fer 2 yrs.i tot it was a joke.after we broke up,u said if i wan to wait i wait, if not den dun wait.wad a selfish answer.leaving me hanging in de air.but still i waited.1 yr, 5 mths 24 days i've waited..6 mths 6 more days..endured these hurtful days..i wouldn wan to think anymorethat's de promise.but if u change ur mind,i wont blame u. i've nv blamed u.it all happened bcos of my fault.i dunno how to love u.u're right..since its so hard, we sud juz let go.de love once so strong.281106 is de day i'll let u decideif u choose to let go..i'll forget everything.我爱你，我恨我。
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:09 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005 ♥
i really have no idea what i should feel.1 year 1 day passedsad? disappointed? happie? confused?i hav no feelings now..i wan to find my feelings..i dun feel like crying, neither do i feel like smiling.. what am i going to do..it feels so numbed..bot a card.. but i'll nv have a chance to give it to u..wrote lots of things..so much on my mind to tell u
a million ways u made me happie,a million reasons to make u stay.. loving you makes me feels so helpless.i cant tell u how much i love you,i cant care for you..i cant do anything..i cant love you.
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:55 PM
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tmr is a special day..its JOEY"s burfday..happie happie BurfdaY!!of cos she's aredi applied for leave..and for 1 whole week dats it..hmmph. so i wont b seeing her till next week..anyws. i've made plans to meet kokie, amy n lai + jackie i think on sat for ramen 10..i simply love de spicy chicken cutlet ramen..i juz love them..i wanna take pictures..bleahz.yummy yummy..im salivating..hmm, brendan dun b so sad le ok.cheerioz..im super rottin,cos i've had no moods to do my work..n tmr im havin my theory test..i beta pass. or im goin to cry..okiz.. take care stranger..
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:40 PM
Wednesday, November 30, 2005 ♥
trying to look nice and presentable going out.
trying to do my projects in 2 weeks time.
trying to concentrate on de reality n drift away from fantasy.
trying to figure out what is the real me.
pushin things out of my mind, not wanting to get hurt anymore.
this is being selfish.. dun ask me how's life..失去了才知道什么是最重要
听说你快回到她身边了好好爱她一定要幸福
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:19 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005 ♥
realisation is a gift.finally.
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:22 PM
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reached home at 2 pm...it started to drizzle very lightly..i couldn differentiate between raindrops and teardrops.忘记你 爱我的原因明天起 我不认识你我会鼓起勇气爱情很美丽可是也很无情我相信 我可以去争脱那些回忆hmm, thanks jie sung for calling me wen i her..at least wen i nid some1.. even for dat short 5 minutes conversation..thanks.. =)im home..nothin much to do.. i can sleep. drinks.. sud hav drank dat day we met up..
mite juz make ppl feel better..
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:58 PM
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i nv seen him or heard from him again.
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:25 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005 ♥
如果从来一遍 我们能走多远时间不断重复着思念距离台北纽约 我们分隔两边划分我们之间的界线我恨我当初没有把你留下我不该以为自己很伟大听着你说对于未来的梦想你说想去闯 我不该阻挡你过的好吗 有比我好吗是否还像从前的任性模样还习惯一个人住吗独立让人成长 我相信你有双坚强的翅膀你过的好吗 还会爱我吗听说你身边多了个爱你的她她应该对你很好吧代替我的肩膀 照顾你快乐的飞翔如果能够从来一遍 我们能走多远
♥remembered yesterday @ 2:49 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005 ♥
i juz felt dat something is not right.from de moment i heard de bang and de car crash into the motorbike.de driver fell.. he picked himself up after 1 min.trying to get back into the situation...i was wondering.. my mind starts to flash.dat i wont b seeing you..not anymore.its tiring to hold on.3 more days.merely friends.
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:51 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005 ♥
went out wif a new fren of mine.BenNy..watched a action movie..called sha po lang.. actually wanna catch excorcism of emily rose.but dere wasn any slots for dat..i told u lot 1 is ulu..and indeed a very COLD yet ulu cinema..this is the 1st time watching a action movie wif 4 male leads and no female actressand i cried..man.. grown up man can act pretty well, n de plot is pretty touchin.shows their pride and loyalty for brotherhood yea.im glad i restrained myself from grabbing him..or else i'll regret again..cos is rellie freezing in dere..i can sense de shivers..yupz, anyw we went to eat sakae..de bof of us ate lik pigz..n i mean real pigz.hmm. im rellie bored..not by him.. but by my life..isn dere supposed to b something intriguing and fascinatin to boast bout?i guess not..juz tumblerz and tumblers of misery and stupid waiting..kind of sad huh..but what to do..it still carries on, draggin as if dere's nothin to live for.waiting for dat spark to ignite de fire of life..im glad..=Dplease.. lemme know some things at least..
♥remembered yesterday @ 10:53 PM
